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Today was such a bore. Left school early for weird reasons. Have you heard of itching palm which turn super red after scratching vigorously, but there were no scars found. Weird huh... Pity... I wish whatever i scratch won't leave any scars. Hmmm.Was scratching like some monkey. Couldn't even stop. ! I can't believe i had to see the doctor because of that. Haiz... Had to eat pills that will stop the itch. Hope i still can eat what i like and my feet and palm won't Itch any more. Please pray...



My mood is swinging again. I really have no idea why, just able to change mood rather drastically. I am really very sorry about that. Scold me if you want, I don't hold grudges neither would I push you aside. I just say mean when my mood is really bad, don't really mean it. My temper is also subjected to my mood. May be my head isn't working well, its been blank for quite some time except the things that will never leave. Find no reason in my doing, nothing went wrong. I guess its just me. The way i think is starting to be like only scratching the surface, with no deep thinking. Something is wrong again!!



It has been two weeks plus and finally one post. Oops. I'm really a pig. Mid -year exams are around the corner and i really wonder will i do. I guess at the rate I am going, I'm doomed ARGH!! I think I should start mugging, copy notes and practising. Plus i have this ongoing project, i really wonder how to cope. Frankly speaking, This whole year my quiet time with God is very little. Simply i just neglected Him for very long. On the outside, i go for prayer meetings, Sunday school and youth. But the only time i felt that He was there was when i will cry when i listen to His words. His words haven't been speaking to me, may be i closed my heart and shut the doors of my mind. I really wish it will be more often that i can feel his presence, closely walking with Him. Holding His hand, with nothing to fear about anything. But i will live in fear of Him. I really want to obey Him, knowing how hard is it to leave the world behind and follow Him. I guess I am really weak, the things that i think that i can do will always end up in a disaster. Even with the help of people, it may not go the way that i wanted it to. Now I can only say my source of strength is Him. But i am that dumb not to depend on Him, thinking that i can do well on my own. I do not want to learn things the hard way, but if that is his plan for me i guess i will have to be broken down in order to serve Him better.



Please pray and have faith that He will answer. That the most powerful thing is prayer. If your faith is as a mustard seed, you say to this mountain,' Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you. Matthew17:20





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