Saturday, March 14, 2009  7:40 AM
Wee!! The holidays are here! Like finally after all that stress thats on me. Time to spend more time with all those i haven't been talking to. Mama, i miss you. =( But that means i will be bored at home if i don't get out of the house. Plus all that homwork is piled up on my table. And i have oral on monday. But the thought of having time to concentrate on my thoughts it scares me. I guess i have been blocking all my thoughts out for some reason. Even my emotions are running weird. Maybe its time to concentrate on what God is telling me. I have neglected Him for too long. The evil one will be happy if i drift too far, but i'm not going to let him have his way. Hope i am able to focus my thoughts and hear His still small voice. Felt quite dry ,spiritually. That explains my absent mind for this few months. My mood has been quite extreme recently. Sorry if i offended you in any way. My sincere apologies. Being borthered by numerous things. Unable to get it off my mind. I really need someone to talk to. But once i'm in a conversation i don't rememeber what's bothering me, just trying to concentrate on the topic is about. Somebody save me!!! I guess its just that i don't ever tell anyone one.(papa, don't scold me. you lied to me too remember?) Sort of the reason why i wrote it on the blog. I'm not able to share my troubles. At most i'll just complain. haiz...I guess thats all i can remember.My God is enough♥