Saturday, March 7, 2009  5:46 AM
Prayer answered!
Things have been much better now. And kind of peaceful now. I really hope it stays this way. At first when facing all the obstacles that cause me to stress myself out was really too hard to bear, but now i can truly say God will not let you bear things more than what you're able to. And my prayer is answered!!! I really didn't expect it at first, usually God won't answer prayers straight away. On many occasions the answer was "wait", but this time it was really fast. Went for prayer meeting on wednesday. Had a lot of things on mind, and quite bothered by it especially my studies. Told many of my problems to petra asking her to pray for me. I told her i was really stressed out and exhausted. And I'm running out of ideas for my coursework. In addition, I have chinese test the next day. Couldn't really think as my head was clog up by my problems.
The meeting ended and took a ride from zeph. Realised that he is a very nice guy and not exactly quiet. From the time we sat in the van and all the way to my bus-stop, he didn't really stop talking. And he really speak very fast, like i couldn't even rememeber when he breathe. Haha. And that day was the only time my whole sunday school class was there. Actually only david didn't come. I wonder next time, will our class be quiet again. With only the teachers talking. Hmmm. Back to the point, I sat for chinese test with a very calm mind, not even panicking when i saw difficult words that i have never seen before. I guess i have to surrender my results to the Lord. I have done my part and I shouldn't worry at all. During dnt class, my prayer was answered the exact way petra prayed for me, that i will have an idea for the project. The word toilet struck my mind and out of the blue i have an idea. It sounds quite weird but the idea was quite cool. Shall keep it a secret unless you come and ask me personally. Haha
I'm so glad that I have a God who is enough for me. That His grace is sufficient.
Today
Slept quite late last night even though kind of quarelled with my bestie. Shall not probe on it. Intending to sleep but kx called. And we started talking nonsense like throughout the whole convo. It kind of kept me from thinking about stuff. Yep.
Woke up at 7. My eyes are bearly open. And the comfy bed was tempting. Wanted to go back to sleep so badly. But I manged to stay awake. Packed my stuff and asked my mum to give me a lift. I needed to reach VIVO like at 8.30. If i took public transport, i would be super late. Reached around 8.15. Jun qian came like half an hour later. Waited for petra until i fell asleep. =.=
So the whole morning when we're there, we studied at coffee bean without breakfast. I could literally hear my stomach growling. It was that bad. Bestie came after his training wiith all the bags and his maths file. Wanted to pass to me for me to revise. It is so thick and heavy, i wonder how he manage to carry it for so long. We studied till 2. Finally lunch can be eaten. Ate at Thai express. Quite nice though but the serving was really very small, Had to order quite a few more dishes to fill our stomach. And its time to shop! It is still my favourite. Haha
But vivo isn't really a good place to shop. Everything is so expensive. And the ambience gives me headaches. Jq left earlier though. Kind of sad. But I felt quite guilty because the whole time we are only shopping for girl's stuff. mostly shoes. Headed down to The Heren. I bought a bag which is so cheap like it is on offer. So happy! Wee! Walked around more. We went into this shop that sells crumpler bags. And there were so many pink bags. And this is what petra said,"The pink is so sad, I feel like crying." It was hilarious la. Like i coulnd't believe it came out of her mouth. She is so funny. Here's another one, "your jokes are so lame, I feel like crying". I couldn't stop laughing after that.
Had a great time today, even though the plans were changed and no frisbee. Oh wells. It was fun and funny. So going to go for more study dates with petra. Like we are able to study even though there were shops around us like everywhere. I love petra!!!Bff, this goes to you. I'm glad that you realised that you have done wrong. Kind of sorry to be so hard on you. Although i'm kind of dissapointed in you at first, but i'm proud of you. That you didn't run away from it even though whatever questions i ask you, you only replied"i don't know". Do know that i'm always here for you. Any problems you have, i will try my best to see what i can do to help you. That is if you're not in the wrong. And remember what i've told you, cherish your girlfriend. She love you enough to forgive you of what you have done. So do treat her nicer.My God is enough♥