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Why is it so difficult to just let things just be the way it is? That is not that easy as you think to just let it go, to really just stop for awhile and think. Not being able to ignore what is going on. Constant haunting of the matter that once you picked up and not able to ever put it down. As for your worries and woes it seems this way being the anxious way we are, but for the things He wants us to do, it is just too difficult to even start doing it. That the burden don't seem that heavy to carry, leaving it aside for the time being. Why does it have to be this way? Pain comes and repeatedly attack you causing you to fall. Thinking that you are not able to take it anymore. Giving up everything almost to the end. Its like swimming from one island to another and after three quarter, you say to yourself that its too tiring and you swim back to the island where you started.

I have been pondering on this thought for quite awhile now. Tracing back all the things that had happened, many are more important than the others. But I'm not putting the right thing or for that matter, someone above all things. In many ways, we are tempted. And only after we fall into the trap then we realised that it is actually a trap. And guiltiness soon appear. Being all sorry about it, repeating to ourselves that we'll repent. But soon we'll end up where we were before.

Being stubborn as a rock, we will take a extremely long time to change. I always end up learning things the hard way. After all the mishap then I will realise that i should have stop it at the very beginning. Or not to even start in the first place. But still lessons still have to be learnt.





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