Wednesday, February 4, 2009  2:23 AM
Finally I'm back to post again. Life has been mundane for the past few weeks. And in addition, I'm still down with a cough and sore throat. My flu got better. Thank God. If not I should be arrested for murder. I mean the trees. Haha. Guess I really need to cut down on fried food and junkies. Won't tell you guys what I ate today though. Time to spam water down my system. Have been tired for weeks already. Can't seem to wake up before 6.30. Had 5 alarms ringing every morning but I only manage to hear 2. Seriously I wonder I have selective hearing. And my memory is getting from bad to worse. At first what i couldn't remember are stuff like homework, things you don't want to remember. But now when i leave my room wanting to take something, the moment I walk out, POOF! Had no idea what i wanted to take. Champion already.I think I will collapse sooner or later. Hope that won't come true.Lessons today and yesterday were rather awkward. Especially during a maths and physics. It happened yesterday during a maths class, when Ms yeo came in with a super angry face. At first she was just talking to Kris, and then some started laughing for some reason. Then she started shouting saying that some didn’t hand up their work during free period as the rest were taking DNT or art. She was utterly furious. At the moment she said that she's angry and there we were cracking jokes. I seriously went blur. There were only that few that were laughing and she just shouted she is not going to teach anymore. No more a maths forever and she just walk out like that. I couldn't believe what i was hearing. Like if there really no more a maths, what’s going to happen? I shouldn't say this but there are people in the class who seriously just didn't want to take it seriously, find it rather unfair that because of that the whole class have to suffer. >.<For physics, it started the beginning of the year that there many that couldn't catch what the teacher was teaching. The class came up with a petition to change the teacher. One thing the teacher's English wasn't really that clear to understand and he couldn't control the class. Age is catching up on him, and I guess it hard for him too. But surprisingly I could roughly understand what he is trying to teach, but sadly for the rest it wasn't the case. There was a day when he handed us a piece of paper and he wants us to write that piece of paper took quite awhile to hand up. So today the head of science came and talked to us. In a way, he didn't sound at all authoritative. But he told us about his own experience about such teachers and wanted us to give the teacher a chance to really teach us and help us move towards the goal to get A1s. Then the teacher came in, the moment he stopped walking and stood there, he brought up the topic and said SORRY. Josie and I were stunned that we were glued to our chairs with our mouths hanging open. Felt quite sad though. It’s like we couldn't stand the way he teach and already waning to write him off, instead of being angry with us, he came in and apologized. Many must have felt a little guilty. And the expression on his face, really look like he’s trying hard and a little upset. I have never seen a teacher like him, which apologizes to the whole class just because most of us couldn’t understand what he is teaching. Most will just claim that it’s our concept of thinking and attitude towards learning. I’m glad that he’s my teacher and I hope that he will continue to be one.
Now I have no idea why I have the feeling that for many lessons, most of us are distracted and didn’t take it seriously. Maybe it’s just the beginning of the year and many haven’t settled down yet. Really pray that we as a class will strive towards the best we can do.
Had pillow, soul mate and penguin over at my place today. Feli spent most of the time sticking her eyes on the screen, barely and words came out of her mouth. Hope she’s okay. Pillow and penguin were like torturing each other. With whacks pinches and bites. Never seen such a boyfriend that bears to even hit his girlfriend. I guess maybe it’s because of a “violent” girlfriend; you’ll end up being like this. Haha. (Hope they don’t kill me for what I’ve written.) Today was also the first time that I can talk to pillow about so many things. We use to have nothing to talk about on the phone but still quite close and I have no idea how. Oh wells, she is nice to hug. And the bird that couldn’t fly accuses me of stealing his girlfriend just because of the personal message that says I love manisa. And it wasn’t even me that wrote that. It was the person he accuses me stealing. So nonsense la. I should complain it to her, see what her reaction is. Kidding.
Time to carry on learning my spelling. Hope I don’t fail miserably. It’s so hard to remember when your memory is like a goldfish. Oh well, what to do? PRAY!!!
My God is enough♥