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Singspiration! Its my favourite program in church. Other than camps and youth outings. We sort of sing throughout the whole 1 hour plus. And the songs presented, usually are more modern(in that sense where it was not from the red hymn book and what the youths usually listen to) I really felt God's presence there, when i could really remember the time He touched my heart. And you really feel like just singing for Him. Every verse really portray God's greatness along with His grace and love. Mostly the songs we sang, are really very meaningful. It kept me thinking what I've been doing nowadays, so drifted. Now that what i really desired for is to be even closer to Him. That I'll really stand firm in the Lord.
Now He's second coming is real soon. Each time i read the Revelations, its really terrifying. In a way, the things that will take place are already so scary, adding on the things that already happened. The language used is so confusing that you feel like you just went on a ride on the merry-go-round(if you know what i mean). Simply saying its like metaphors. I really pray that more will come and believe and know how much He love you that he suffered and died and rose up again on the third day. ♥

Before i could go for the gospel service, i had to leave for my test. The test was like even easier than what i had to swim during lessons. Finished all the requirements in less than half an hour. IT WAS SUPER DUPER EASY!!! Head back to church thinking there will be rehearsals. until i reached there, there wasn't any to begin with. SADDENING. That means i have to go for lunch and jap class. Talk about jap class, it really use to be easy, that you don't really have to memorize much. Now i went a level higher, its beginning to be such a bore to go for it until today. Like finally i could really understand what is the sensei is saying. Its quite fun actually, if you pay attention. But I don't know how I fell asleep. The last thing i remember, i was day-dreaming. And ta-DA, i fell asleep. I guess i was really exhausted. Slept real little and had to wake up early. But then again, maybe i didn't eat enough lunch to keep me going. Haha
Here comes the so called 5km run. This time i really had to stretch, if i don't want cramps that lead me to a case whereby i even have difficulty in going down the stairs. Previously it was that bad that i couldn't even walk properly. I was called lousy just because i need to stretch, like hello!!! I'm not that kind that run much.=( Didn't whine much either , although i slowed down quite a number of times. I really tried to run at a faster pace. But then again they were really fast. The moment i slowed down, their backs gets smaller. Oh wells. This time round, we took the longer route that means we ran so much more than just 5km. So happy. And now gladly to say, NO CRAMPS!! Wee! And the same thing goes, legs not able to stop on its own. You guys should try it. ITS FUN! =d



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Yesterday

Woke up super late that day. I set more than 4 alarms, but didn't hear any of it ring. I guess i slept like a dead person. haha. The first thing i saw when i woke up was my phone bombarded with messages. Even worse i also don't remember hearing it ring. WEIRD! (maybe i was too tired) Went to have lunch with jas, steven, franklin, yu xiang and jj. Actually we're suppose to go for the buffet at Suki sushi, but we ended up at the Cathay eating astons. So sad.(but at least i didn't have to spend much) Ordered fried fish with 2 side dishes and beef bolognese along with the soup of the day. Goodness gracious, i couldn't even finish it. So i started feeding everybody with huge chunks of fried fish. I think i only ate like less than half and the rest were on their plates.Haha. Went to walk around the cathay, and they started walking to the shop that has this book that's so called "POSITIONS OF THE YEAR". It disgust me, seriously. I don't even understand what is so nice about it. Like eww!!!
Decided to go suntec after discussing for very long whether we'll be going all the way to clementi to eat daily scoops or otherwise. I WANT TO EAT SALTED MRBROWN!!! =(
I can assure you after going to suntec so many time , you'll be bored of it even when you hear the word "suntec", seriously. Even worse, the guys wanted to go to the arcade. BORING!!! Me and jas was like "don't want to go, nothing to do". So time for... SHOPPING!=)
We bought this dress that is super nice, i'm SUPER HAPPY cos i don't have to touch my wallet. Steven and franklin bought it for my belated birthday. =d
And the shop sold the earrings for ONLY $1!!!! UBER CHEAP
I LOVE going out with them AND INCLUDING JASMINE!! Its really nice to shop with her. Any kind of clothes also can find. Haha. LOVE YOU SWEETIE!♥
I'm looking forward to Monday.

But then again, when we wanted to bus-ed back to kovan, we ended up waiting for the bus like more than a hour! Its like WHAT THE!!!!! Ended up cabbing there. The moment we reached the place, we saw the bus. The guys were like shouting at the bus driver, when the uncle won't be hearing anything. Random people. Haha. By the way, punggol nasi lemak centre has nice things to eat. =) And my dinner was sponsored. Haha. OWNED!


Today

Was forced to wake up early today even though i slept super late, can consider it in the morning already. Cause my mum came lie on top of me! I was like cannot breathe at all. She seriously put her whole weight on me, I have no idea why. We planned to go Safra Country Club in the morning, but we went to Charles and Keith warehouse sale first. Its was really crowded, we even have to queue just to go in. And it was super long. Then again " No pain, no gain. That was exactly what jarvis said when we're queuing up to go in. The things there, were seriously cheaper like around 50% off. I bought a pair of poka dots heels, SUPER ADORABLE! In addition, you even need to queue to pay. =( Oh wells, its Charles and Keith. What to expect?
Went to Safra Country Club, when we got out of the car, taking all the stuff along, my aunt realised that she forgot to bring her stuff. Like after so long then she realised, at that moment it was hilarious! Practically, was in the pool from 11-2pm. Now I'm like reddish-brown in colour. Wee!
Franklin called me out of the blue asking whether i would want to go queensway with them to buy their shoes. So met him opposite school's bus stop, waited for the two slow-pokes to come. Jj went back home to change his footwear, bff went to accompany him. They were like taking super long, we called them and they told us they're on the way. We called again to tell them to bring cards, and they said okay, bring already. Like obviously, they're still at his house, WEIRD!!
W sat 147 like one hour plus, my butt's hurting. =(
Played black jack throughout the whole journey, kind of. Haha
Super tired, slept halfway. Bought their shoes and we headed for lunch. All of them ate curry chicken with rice, left only me eating laksa. The curry was THICK. Was rather cheap though, but the rice amount was little.
Surprisingly jj has to collect a prize at Clarke quay. LIKE WOW! That's the first time for a sotong like him. =p
On the way there, we got stuck at a traffic jam. But he got second prize, and his workpiece is nice. Anyways if I don't remember wrongly he didn't do it entirely himself. But then again, my memory is blur..
oh wells. Today was eventful. I want to go Clarke quay again, the decorations are nice. =)


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Today was such a bore. At least it was only after my kayaking practice and lunch at Changi village. Woke up super early this morning, was almost late for the time to meet. It was until ting ting called me then i finally could wake up despite the many alarms i set. Like 4 alarms. All rang, but i don't remember turning it off. WEIRD!!! This morning current's was SUPER STRONG, and we're going against it. So sad.=( Other than that, it was still okay, i guess. And i can't paddle straight!!! I'm like going round in circles, like 360 degrees. Even worse, there were big ships passing by causing big waves. We almost capsized. Haha. So fun.(THE WATER IS SALTY!) The other two at the back were like super far away from us. They said they were pulled by this "fishing line" that was moving super fast. But its against the current, how to be so fast. so weird... We went on shore and left the kayaks there and jumped into the water. Tried to push kuan liang into the water, but i failed. He's so heavy. Then out of the blue, he and marcus carried me and threw me into the water. So mean! Tried to shake them off, but was rather lazy to move. So,ya. Haha. Then we decided to do the same thing to ting, but the guys were so pathetic. They didn't even manage to carry her. Haha

Had lunch at CHANGI VILLAGE! WEE! I like gobbled three meals into my mouth. Its really been quite awhile since i ate that much. Had horfun with chicken chop, carrot cake, fried wanton and fried oyster. SUPER BLOATED. I couldn't even see my toes. haha. KIDDING! So practically, the rest of the day was a bore. Went marcus house to play cards. While watching tv, i fell asleep sitting up straight. UBER TIRED!
Then BFF msg me to go 653. Sat there and sort of "rotted" while watching them play. Went to buangkok and ate dinner. In any ways, i'm still tired. haiz...


My God is enough♥

Psalm 73

I've had enough of living life for only me
And reaching just for the things that keep destroying me
So sick of envying the lives of so many I see
Somehow believing that they have what I need

[Chorus:]
My God's enough for me
This world has nothing I need
In this whole life I've seen
My God's enough, enough for me
I can't explain why I suffer though I live for You
Those who deny You they have it better than I do
Cover my eyes now so that my heart can finally see
That in the end only You mean anything


Who have I in heaven but You
Nothing I desire but You
My heart may fail but not You
You are mine forever

~ Barlow Girl

In a world where wrong seems right and right seems wrong, you just become so confused in any situation that you're in. Not being able to decide what will be the right thing to do. The world's morals now really contradicts God's word, its really hard for you to follow God's ways if you don't fear Him. And soon you'll backslide from Him. The doubts about His existence start to surface. I guess no matter what you've done, God will still love you. Depending on my own strength to live my days through the week. It feels so limited, so little strength i have. And the void in my heart just couldn't be filled up. So empty it is. I went around to find the pieces to occupy the space, like friends, hobbies and stuff like that. But then again, there's still spaces that just couldn't be filled no matter what I tried to put in. My search in that sense was still in vain. The longing in me wanted so much to be fulfilled. Now i finally found the one who filled my heart to the brim and even overflowing. One who i know is there for me whenever I'm in need, the one who will deliver me through every difficulties and obstacles i face. The one who picks me up when I'm already at the bottom of the pit. Who ever so loved me unconditionally.♥

Today was rather tiring. Had a VERY BAD cold with swollen eyes. I have no idea what happened. I guess it was the dog fur at my cousin's house. They were like running all over the place, as in litterally. So practically I'm at my cousin's house almost the whole day. It was such a bore. Didn't have much things to do, couldn't use the computer. The modem has problems. But I'm still clueless why jarvis had to lie that the computer spoilt. The computer have no problems AT ALL! He's such a weird guy.I don’t even know what’s wrong with him. In the evening it rained, as usual. I have no idea why does it have to rain now.. I want to jog!!! =( And phenie isn’t home yet. She’s so mean. Left me alone with her weird brother. By the time she came back home, it was already quite dark. That means we can’t jog at punggol end cause the ground is wet and its already so dark. Oh wells, guess running on the pavement will do.Anyways she is some sort like her brother too. WEIRD PEOPLE!! The moment she came back home, she told me she bought this dress for some event. SO RANDOM!!! The instant I start jogging(real slow), my blister started to hurt, A LOT. Even worse I had a running nose, and the wind was blowing very strong. At the end, I was panting like some person who is having a asthma attack, in addition, my legs couldn’t stop moving. But then again, I was glad I went down to jog. At least I could lose some fats. =d

Andrew was UBER funny today. He asked me whether my house was raining. I was like, i'm indoors, how to "RAIN"?!?!?! I guess his expression was like this>>> (-.-)"

I guess i need to turn in earlier than usual. I still have my kayaking practice tomorrow. ARGH!! I'm so going to faint from exhaustion. By the way, Alexa I'm so sorry. Couldn't catch the movie with you tomorrow. =( I will go with you another day,okay? Anyways you still have the guys, so ya. =d


My God is enough♥

Undo

I've been here before
Now, here i am again
Standing at the door
Praying You'll let me back in

To label me
A prodigal would be
Only scratching the surface
Of who i've been known to be

Turn me around, pick me up
Undo what i've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, i need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one
Who can undo what i've become

I focused on the score
But I could never win
Trying to ignore
A life of hiding my sin

To label me
A hypocrite would be
Only scratching the surface
Of who i've been known to be

Turn me around, pick me up
Undo what i've been known to be
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need you, i need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one
Who can undo what i've become

Make every step lead me back to
The sovereign way that You

Turn me around, pick me up
Undo what i've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need you, I need your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo
You're the only one who can undo
You're the only one who can undo
What i've become

~Rush of fools

When things don't go the way you wanted it, you'll be trying so hard to fix it. Thinking of ways to make it better, but i guess God has planned it all for you even way before you were born. All i have to do, is make the right choices the way that is right and acceptable in His eyes. Thats why i surrendered everything to Him. Nothing to worry about, because i'll always know He's there right beside me. The tears i shed, the fear i've to face, He felt it all. Everything that happened, He knows the truth. He is the truth. All the ups and downs i faced that seem too much to bear, but its so far fetched from what He had sufferred. He faced the rejection of the whole world, but yet He was obedient all the way even to death. He sufffered and died for me, for all of us. Just to bring us back to heaven to be with Him. All you have to do is just believe, and you'll be saved. But i don't understand why is it so difficult for some. Others question how can it be possible, how can it be so simple. But it is that simple, yet they choose the harder way to salvation. Now i only can say, i choose to believe in a living God. That knows all the knowledge in the world and have a much higher level of understanding that is not known to mankind, and even knows my name. He really love all of us. That He sent His only begotten Son to die for us to give us eternal life.♥

I can assure you jogging 5km non-stop isn't easy, especially when you're lazy and have no stamina at all like me. Ran with my cousin last sunday at punggol end, it was UBER fun. The fun part only came when it ends and you just feel that your legs just can't stop jogging. Haha. Felt so refreshed after jogging. The scenery was so SPECTACULAR, it really protrays how great is the creator. It refreshes and clears your mind, and FINALLY i could feel that i could actually think straight. It feels like all your worries disappear into thin air. Maybe one day you shuld try. And now i'm sort of addicted to it, even though i had blisters at the end. Jogging again tomorrow, hope could lose the weight i gain the past few months. I seriously need to cut down on my intake, like at least half. Now my legs are really have cramps, plus that blister, i'm starting to walk funny. Haha. Recently, almost everyday i AT LEAST have one injury. I guess i'm really very clumsy, even when i walk i could actually trip over my own leg, thank God i didn't fall on the floor. ><

Soulmate came my place today. She's like always not hungry. Couldn't eat lunch with her. I'm like starving for quite awhile already. Couldn't help it, have to ask for delivery. So money consuming. But oh wells, at least there's food. (steven if you see this and say something about it, you'll get it from me) While mum mumm-ing, soulmate sort of stuck her face on the screen of the computer until i told her to eat her ice-cream. Then now she wants to complain. haiz... so ''soulmate''. haha(beware of her stare, its scary) She is really one of the bestest friend that i ever could have. Always there for me, even she herself was feeling down. I LOVE YOU, SOULMATE!! Even though i'm cold towards you at times, don't feel down,okay? Stop thinking that i'm angry, unless you start slicing your wrist, what can i say? You're my soulmate.haha.

Cheer up,okay? Time will reveal the truth. And God will show you His ways. So, ya.

Okay, got to run. Soulmate is pushing. And she went to rub my BLISTER!!! I'm in pain ><
and i still need to send her off with my awful ''NOT'' painful leg. =(

My God is enough♥